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Audio: Toni Packer 2007

The following talks by Toni Packer are available on both CD and audio tape.

February 2007 Retreat

Day 1
  • Non-evaluating presence. Distrusting our images of others.
  • Presence interrupts the process of evaluating in relation to "me."
  • Undivided sensing, without naming, "now I'm seeing, now I'm hearing."
  • Thinking we know people from memories is lethal to relationship. (35 mins)
Day 2
  • Loss and grief.
  • "How do you find the still point amid turbulence?"
  • In awareness, let all come and go.
  • Plans are shown up by loss as meaninglessness, illusory.
  • "Shouldn't we grieve?" I don't say "should" or "shouldn't."
  • Understand it deeply, and let the seeing end it. (36 mins)
Day 3
  • Effortlessness, "wu wei."
  • Until effortlessness presents itself, we can't help effort-ing - coming from thinking.
  • "Effort" or "effortlessness" can be misleading terms.
  • The question is, how does this life-energy (which we are) manifest?
  • How still and collected can this energy be, gathered in non-striving?
  • Wholeness, one-ness, is our true natural condition. (34 mins)
Day 5
  • What is conscience? Are there absolute right and wrong?
  • Limbic system records experience with evaluation, good or bad.
  • What we think of as God-given conscience was most likely recorded in the past.
  • "Forgiving" - if it couldn't have done otherwise, who am I to either blame or forgive?
  • "We know so little of a killer's life!" "Justice" considers a truncated biography.
  • The total past of the universe, back to the Big Bang, manifests at this moment.
  • The relative world of right and wrong is arbitrary, human-made. (37 mins)